More-so than before....at least. I swore to myself that if we ever started TTC again, I would NOT be that girl who gave a fuck. I would keep the whatever happens, happens, attitude. Well, after Mike stopped going back and forth, and I got my period, that attitude still worked. I was like, perfect! Now I know where I stand, I can stop wasting $$ testing, and follow my cycle and see whats up. Plus, that cycle was about 30 days. Better than the 900 million day cycles I had pre-B. That attitude has since ended........and now my mind is on it 700 hours a day.
Great.......so, admitting is the first step to fixing a problem. But I am officially on board the crazy train.
And I only talk about it here, because Mike would have my head if I EVER made mention of any of this.......
So, here I come OPKs...and hope I don't get false positives :/....see, there I go again.
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Welcome to crazy town! :)
Welcome to the madness!
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